It’s
a little past midnight at HSN headquarters, and Serena Williams is nine minutes
into a disquisition on a piece of fabric she’s called “Convertible A-line Top
With Scarf,” available to you, the home shopper, for $39.95 or three “flexpays”
of $13.32. “It’s like one huge circle that has a lot of style in it,” she says,
not without conviction, fiddling with the bottom of the one she is wearing
(“This is, um, mustard”), flapping it like a fan, rubbing one hand on her arm,
and smoothing her hair. She forgets the names of colors, misstates a price.
There with the right number and the right name is HSN savant Bobbi Ray Carter,
sheathed in a hot-pink Convertible A-line Top With Scarf and raccooned in black
eyeliner, filling in her co-host’s “ums” with the deft patter of a sales
professional: “Amazingly transitional,
think-fall-think-summer-think-winter-summer-into-fall versatility, quality,
surprise scarf.” Bobbi Ray Carter knows how to touch a piece of fabric: She
gives it a crisp snap between her fingers, smartly smooths the drape, all the
while growing progressively more tense as Serena fumbles some hangers and
launches, at 56 minutes, into a long anecdote about packing jeans for
Wimbledon. “Mmmm,” says Bobbi Ray Carter, tight-lipped and possibly not
breathing, awaiting the arc of Serena’s story to make its mumbly descent — “I
felt good packing my own jeans, I had a moment there” — so she can finally
change the subject — “And it’s our customer pick!” — and steer us back to the
safe harbor of Denim Moto Legging color choices.
A
little background on HSN’s least comfortable saleswoman: Serena Williams is the
best women’s tennis player in the world, breezing through one of the best
seasons of her life. Should she win the U.S. Open next month, she will have
swept all four grand slams in a calendar year, cementing her reputation as the
greatest women’s player of all time and making her a serious contender for the
greatest athlete of her generation.
She
is a 33-year-old woman who won her first major at the tail end of the previous
century, a simpler era you will recall for its consequenceless
Napster-facilitated intellectual-property theft and the looming threat of Y2K.
By now, her shoulder should be shredded, her elbow a constant wail of hurt.
Instead, she spends her days bageling 20-something moppets who have never known
the game without her. The last time a man as geriatric as Serena won a grand
slam was 1972. She has won three in the past six months. Her 16-year run is, in
the words of Sports Illustrated, “one of the most sustained careers of
excellence in the history of athletics.”
“I
didn’t think it would last this long,” says Serena, on break from the HSN
grind.
“Not
to suggest that your career is over — ”
“But
even if it was over,” she interrupts, “it’s a really long career.”
Serena
Williams travels with her teacup Yorkie, Chip, and dreamboat assistant, Grant,
who went to Haverford and plays lacrosse. She is here hawking “Serena’s
Signature Statement Collection,” because her career will one day end and she
wants there to be something beyond nostalgia on the other side of it. Williams
isn’t much for nostalgia. “I have lots of trophies, and I’m just — I’m not that
person that needs to see all these trophies,” she says, under a blanket in the
greenroom with Chip on her lap. “I have some in my house here, some in my house
there, some I don’t know what happened to ’em. I have my grand-slam trophies …
somewhere.”
A
flippant past-tenseness has crept into her language. “We were so fast,” she
says of herself and her sister Venus as children. “We are. We were. Gosh, is
this over?” She laughs. There’s a weird anxiety in her stilted professional
bio: Serena “continues to also pursue her other interests and has set herself
up for a career after tennis.”
Serena
is the daughter of one Richard Williams, the perfect embodiment of his
perfectly executed, perfectly bonkers plan. You may have heard that Richard was
watching TV when he saw a Romanian player win $40,000, at which point he
decided to learn a game he knew nothing about, teach this “sissy sport” to his
athletic wife, Oracene, and conceive two children whom the Williamses would
together turn into champions. You may have heard about the used tennis balls he
cadged from country clubs, the 78-page typewritten document in which he
detailed his training regime, the broken glass on the Compton courts. But the
story is a good deal crazier than you’ve heard, because the facts don’t conform
to the tennis-as-ticket-out-of-the-ghetto song-and-dance the networks used to
play before a match. Richard Williams was not a poor black man living in the
hood. He was the comfortable — very comfortable, according to his autobiography
— owner of a security company who lived in Long Beach with his wife and five
daughters. He moved his family to Compton, where Venus and Serena served to the
sound of gunfire and his stepdaughter was later shot to death, because he
thought it would “make them tough, give them a fighter’s mentality.” Oracene
Price was against this plan then; one can only imagine what she thinks of it
now.
Entire
childhoods were devoted to slapping serves over the net and running the court
in the California heat, the mundane and lactic-acid-inducing specifics of a
78-page training regime. “If you fail to plan, you plan to fail” is an
incantation Richard imposed on his daughters, who were made to keep journals
about their goals and how best to achieve them. Serena’s onboard-ness, her
total and unquestioning obedience to her father’s vision, is best illustrated
by an anecdote she tells in her autobiography, On the Line, in which her father
walks around the corner to get sports drinks mid-practice, leaving the girls
alone with a basket full of tennis balls and a sack of oranges for a snack.
Nine-year-old Serena impishly tosses up some oranges and serves them over the
net, to her father’s consternation. End of story. “I’ve got no justification or
explanation for my behavior,” she writes. “It was just that devil streak
spilling forth … I just went a little crazy.” This is the sum total of what
Serena Williams has to say about youthful rebellion, and she still thinks it’s
pretty outrageous.
Serena
wanted not just to design clothes but to design wedding dresses. “That was my
first real love,” she says, “but then I was like, Listen. I’m playing
professional tennis. I’ll just do athleticwear.” In her sartorial interests, as
in all things, she followed Venus, who encouraged her to take some college
design classes. Together, they brought to the game black lace, flesh-colored
underwear, and knee-high sneaker boots. Today, Venus has her own line, EleVen —
“Ten is just another number, but EleVen is a lifestyle” — an affordable
athleticwear line far tamer than much of what Serena and Venus wear on the court.
“We brought fashion back to tennis,” Serena says. “It was great when Chris
Evert was around. Tracy Austin had some great designs. But the ’90s was not a
good time.”
Inevitably,
the sisters’ on-court style was described as “confrontational.” One sensed in
early accounts of the Williams sisters’ dominance, and senses even now, a
certain tightening of the available vocabulary in describing a muscular black
woman on the court. Doubles-sideline-to-doubles-sideline-in-three-strides is an
act of avian grace, and yet Serena is perpetually “crushing” and “slamming” and
“rolling over,” as if the entire sports commentariat picked up English at a
construction site. It’s instructive here to spend a few minutes googling “Roger
Federer,” two words that inspire sportswriters to pseudo-spiritual cant:
Federer crushes and slams but also “lifts” and “lobs” and “taps,” his stroke
“liquid,” his forehand a humanity-saving treatise on the seraphic potential of
the fallen human form, his feminine delicacy evidence that he exists on a
higher spiritual plane. When Serena and Venus are called “masculine,” when they
are accused of having been born male, when the head of the Russian Tennis
Federation calls them “the Williams brothers,” it is not meant as a compliment.
This impulse may also explain why Serena Williams, who has prevailed over Maria
Sharapova 18 times and fallen to her only twice, makes less in endorsements
than her blonde Russian counterpart, and why last month political pundit David
Frum, whom no one has ever accused of being excessively masculine, publicly
speculated that Serena was on steroids, whereas Venus had stopped juicing in
order to get pregnant.
Serena
and Venus can never simply be Serena and Venus. They are inevitably spectacle,
fodder for abstractions both crude and lyrical. They have inspired not just
racist commentary but also celebrated works of poetry. “Some tough little
European blonde / pitted against that big black girl from Alabama / cornrowed
hair and Zulu bangles on her arms / some outrageous name like Vondella
Aphrodite,” wrote white poet Tony Hoagland, whom many confused for the racist
speaker of his poem. “And you loved her complicated hair / and her
to-hell-with-everybody stare.” Their losses could not simply be their losses.
“Every look, every comment, every bad call blossoms out of history, through
her, onto you,” writes black poet Claudia Rankine, of Serena, in her book
Citizen, which was nominated for a National Book Award. These are works in
which the sisters stand for the Sweep of History or the Black Body, and they do
little to prepare one for meeting a five-nine, selfie-obsessed, hyperfeminine
phenom under a blanket and a Yorkie.
Serena
has been ascendant for so long now that it’s easy to forget how highly
anticipated were her matches with her sister. (Venus Williams, at 35, suffering
from an immune disease known as Sjögren’s syndrome, is currently ranked a more
than respectable 15th.) It was a Serena-Venus match in 2001 that precipitated
the infamous Indian Wells incident, in which the crowd grew enraged after an
injured Venus withdrew. This was a time when Richard was often accused, in the
absence of any corroborating evidence, of fixing matches such that he decided
which daughter would win a tournament. With her sister out of sight, the crowd
turned its ire on Serena, slinging slurs from high arena seats down to the
19-year-old woman standing alone between bright white lines. Her father turned
toward the hecklers, fist raised in a black-power salute. “I will not play
there again,” Serena says of Indian Wells in On the Line. “I won’t go back. I
will not give these people the validation. I will not stand down.”
Bodysuit
by Wolford. Necklace by Elsa Peretti for Tiffany & Co. Cuffs by Platt
Boutique Jewlery and by Robert Lee Morris. Rings by VRAM and by Platt Boutique
Jewelry. Photo: Norman Jean Roy
One
can only speculate about whether the Williamses would have been better received
had they been more willing to conform, to pretend to care about tennis
tradition, to hop on Nick Bollettieri’s tennis-star assembly line. They never
nailed the rehearsed humility, never mastered the stone-faced
just-want-to-do-my-best-so-grateful-for-the-opportunity-thanks-to-all-my-amazing-fans
act calibrated to negate the possibility of an athlete’s interiority. Serena
answers most questions with mischievous half-statements, eyebrows raised over a
good-natured ironic side-eye. On her eventual retirement: “I will finally be
able to make some Miami Dolphin games,” she says, laughing, “and make some, uh,
better decisions down there with the players.” On the way she has changed the
game: “My dad taught us to have early preparation. I notice the other girls
have similar preparations to mine, and I’m like, ‘Hmmm … well, you don’t want
to admit where you got that from, right?’ ”
Richard
Williams is a man who says what he thinks. Serena Williams is a woman who says
what she thinks and follows it up with a winking retraction. On Indian Wells:
“All I could see was a sea of rich people — mostly older, mostly white —
standing and booing lustily, like some kind of genteel lynch mob.” Then, “I
don’t mean to use such inflammatory language,” though she evidently did not not
mean it enough to delete it from her autobiography. There was her 2011 attack
on an umpire after a bad call, about which Serena seems less outraged than
genuinely hurt: “You’re nobody,” she said, “you’re ugly on the inside.” Asked
about this later, Williams was mostly concerned with the indisputable lameness
of her trash-talking: “What a nerd!” And then there is 2009 — the “I’ll fucking
take this ball and shove it down your fucking throat” incident, for which she
was fined $82,500. “She topped me that one time,” John McEnroe said. Of the
outraged reaction to her outrage, Williams tells me, “I just think it was
weird. I just really thought that was strange. You have people who made a
career out of yelling at line judges. And a woman does it, and it’s like a big
problem. But you know, hey.”
But
You Know, Hey could be the title of a second Williams autobiography, subtitle
The Mellowing. This spring, after a 14-year boycott, she returned to Indian
Wells, writing in Time that she wanted “a different ending” to an ugly episode,
though she assures me she will still engage in something she calls “being
myself.”
“If
someone has a bad call, I’m really forthcoming. I’ll look you in the eye and
say, ‘Are you sure?’ I’m okay with confrontation. I’ve just” — eyebrow raise —
“changed the way I state certain things.”
Styling
by Lawren Howell at Lalaland Artists; hair by Johnnie Sapong for Jed Root using
Leonor Greyl; makeup by Fiona Stiles using YSL for the Wall Group.
*This
article appears in the August 10, 2015 issue of New York Magazine.
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